L.O.V.E

yesterday, my dearest phabo, Nananananananananana, wrote on my FB wall.. she said that if I like her status she will wrote me back what she likes, dislikes and loves about me.. also her 1st impression and confession about me..

reading her comments makes me realize how much fun we had in those 4.5 years.. and how much i miss her.. and when I reply her posts.. I was having fun thinking our fun stuff, our stupidness, our crazy moments... it is nice to have someone as caring, nice, kind as her.. she is more than just a friend for me.. she is my sister and she is my role model as well =)

anyway.. later at nite... i ask Hendry to do the same thing.. we comment on each other.. well, we did not post in FB.. we did it privately.. hehehehehehe...

it was harder for me to put words for him.. and he admits the same thing.. at first he only wanted to comment on likes and loves part only.. but later we did all of it.. it was fun.. it was honest.. it was us...

this morning when i wake up.. suddenly my mind thought: what would God likes, dislikes, loves about me.. and what His impression and confession on me.. hmmmm.... i think i saddened HIM more =(

These past days.. my relatives visited SG and stayed in my place.. to be honest.. I am kinda annoyed of their presence.. when i shared with my mom.. she just simply said: be humble and be available.. do what Martha do (serving others) with Maria's heart.. honestly it's not easy.. because I annoyed easily and when I annoyed I will be annoying too =( and I don't like that.. and I have been struggling with that these past few days.. every day and nite, I prayed that GOD guide my attitude towards them.. many times I could but others time i lose it..

and this morning God said: it does not matter, because My Love to you is everlasting and unconditionally.. Love one another as you love Me.. don't be selfish and arrogant.. yet.. be humble and kind.. Be Martha with Maria's heart as my mom said... and the key is LOVE.. so I just remind myself: My God loves me unconditionally so I also should LOVE them despite their attitude towards me.. it's not easy but i think it works

and immediately this verse pops up in my mind:

"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." (1 Corinthians 13:13)


so hope it will be blessing for you...